(Mycroft is my diary. Named so because he knows all and is very secretive. Evidently. He's a fucking diary. Some bits edited out as irrelevant. )
1.
Do you ever get angry for no reason? I do. Like when my mother yells at my sister for drinking too much. Or, when my mother speaks in general.
I don't talk, you know why? If you talk - people laugh and leave. People are all bullshit. Joanna will leave, I will hurt Natalie & and that will be the end of it. Sarah will move on and I'll be alone to rot in this place. Joe will leave too, he has to and I always knew that. And Alex. I'll eventually push him away.
My life has become a cesspool of hatred and depression. Keep your head down, shut up & carry on.
1.
Do you ever get angry for no reason? I do. Like when my mother yells at my sister for drinking too much. Or, when my mother speaks in general.
I don't talk, you know why? If you talk - people laugh and leave. People are all bullshit. Joanna will leave, I will hurt Natalie & and that will be the end of it. Sarah will move on and I'll be alone to rot in this place. Joe will leave too, he has to and I always knew that. And Alex. I'll eventually push him away.
My life has become a cesspool of hatred and depression. Keep your head down, shut up & carry on.
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