I haven't written anything in a very long time, not just here; everywhere. Since having gone back on my medication I have felt the urge to write less frequent and, in short, it annoys me. But if I am to remain as 'high' as I am at the moment on the medication I shall remain.
I finally met with my doctor and my parents and the meeting went better than expected. I also have been diagnosed with mild bi-polar depression.
I didn't even realize it could be true until I mentioned to both Alex and James and they both nodded in agreement. Apparently it was obvious.
And in truth I can feel it at times; but perhaps it is because I am slightly more aware? Who knows.
However, I am feeling more like myself. I am bubbly and awake, sometimes unable to settle but I have pills for that too.
I suppose it is time to accept that I may be a walking medicine cabinet for the rest of my natural life. And I think I can deal with that.
I finally met with my doctor and my parents and the meeting went better than expected. I also have been diagnosed with mild bi-polar depression.
I didn't even realize it could be true until I mentioned to both Alex and James and they both nodded in agreement. Apparently it was obvious.
And in truth I can feel it at times; but perhaps it is because I am slightly more aware? Who knows.
However, I am feeling more like myself. I am bubbly and awake, sometimes unable to settle but I have pills for that too.
I suppose it is time to accept that I may be a walking medicine cabinet for the rest of my natural life. And I think I can deal with that.
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