Wednesday, February 9, 2011

"Look, even bad years are pretty good years I think."

(Quote from Robert Downey Jr.) 


I'm going to miss Joe. I'm going to miss him a lot. As a person and a counsellor he is an amazing guy. He's helped me more in 12 sessions than my own hired therapist has in 3 years.  I connect with Joe on so many levels and I respect him more than I have respected an adult in ages. I would love to keep in touch with him after the sessions were over, just as a general - How are you? Good - sort of thing. But that's slightly  creepy.

I've had an eventful day to say the least and I'm just going to sit here and wind down. I'm so tired. I was dealing with a potential suicide all night, relationship issues of a friend and my own little prattling demons. But I'm okay now - I always feel so much better after talking to Joe.

"I feel like cancer. Like some sort of life draining disease. Sometimes I'm quick to act, other times I'm not. I can hurt like white agony or I can be nothing but a dull throb. Sometimes I'm quiet as a mouse and other times I loud. Over all I'm destroying the human body as well as myself. 
I'm a disease with nothing but good intentions; a beautiful breakdown."



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