I can dish advice and wisdom as if it were a hot meal, but I can never take it myself. I don't know if I've ever changed anyone's life with my help but it makes me feel better to think that I have. I think that doing that sort of stuff is why I am here, on this earth, in this place right now feeling what I am feeling. I am meant to grow up helping people and my ego feeds of it.
I'm not lying.
It's selfish really. I help people, they feel better and I feel better. But then everyone does that - even without realizing. Nothing is a selfless act.
So today I awoke not hungover but still feeling slightly bad. Rightly so, my drunken night was indeed drunken. It was the kind of drunk where, in your head you are like 'Shush don't say/do that!' but you do it anyway. I ended up feeling worse because of Chaplin. Went to work, feet aching, and came home body aching.
I was able to help Joanna with some life advice. And I'm writing it here to perhaps remember it. If not for my benefit - then for everyone else.
You won't know until you take risks in this life. There is no point in being scared in this life, you only have one and you don't get second chances. Yet we do. We stand and think 'What if?'. We all end up regretting what we didn't do rather than what we did.
Take a chance, give it a go and regret it later. Not knowing is the worst feeling - it claws and pulls at you until you can't take it. Knowing is better, even if it hurts. The truth is always better than our lies.
And I really shouldn't ramble. I will try not to in the future.
I'm not lying.
It's selfish really. I help people, they feel better and I feel better. But then everyone does that - even without realizing. Nothing is a selfless act.
So today I awoke not hungover but still feeling slightly bad. Rightly so, my drunken night was indeed drunken. It was the kind of drunk where, in your head you are like 'Shush don't say/do that!' but you do it anyway. I ended up feeling worse because of Chaplin. Went to work, feet aching, and came home body aching.
I was able to help Joanna with some life advice. And I'm writing it here to perhaps remember it. If not for my benefit - then for everyone else.
You won't know until you take risks in this life. There is no point in being scared in this life, you only have one and you don't get second chances. Yet we do. We stand and think 'What if?'. We all end up regretting what we didn't do rather than what we did.
Take a chance, give it a go and regret it later. Not knowing is the worst feeling - it claws and pulls at you until you can't take it. Knowing is better, even if it hurts. The truth is always better than our lies.
And I really shouldn't ramble. I will try not to in the future.
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